relief.

im really glad we had that late nite "chat"....i seriously tink....if u cant even figure out whether im still your fren anot....then dont bother having that kind of reaction when u see the 2 of us tgt okie...haha...coz the whole world knows that u are still waiting for her....she's all that u need....she's the one that u dream of....she's the one that wake up tinking of....so....go get her!! dilly dally for 2 years...wad kind of guy are u!!! duhz!! ok lar....back to the topic where...im glad that we had that "chat"...coz...u cant even figure out whether we are still frens anot...i know the line-not-to-cross...but cant help wondering "why that reaction?"...hmmm...nvm...its over...wahaha....

i heaved a sigh of relief....u can actually say "no feeling" towards me...haha...so...i am relieved...no more hope...on the other hand...still a bit upset lar...wahaha...contradicting lar..i know...as usual lar...but i can definitely say im a more carefree person now?? coz at least i have other "diversions"?? i know im bad...but well..since they start teasing...so might as well play along with it....i dun tink he will mind rite? =P

"eh..ur boyfriend come back frm appt liao..."

"eh...where's ur lao gong?"

hmmm....we have promoted frm the colleague-colleague to the boyfriend-girlfriend to the husband-wife le!! wahaha...we skipped the fiance-fiancée stage le...hmm...so wad's next?? seperated....then divorced.....not bad hor....

weird though...im enjoying it...wahaha....u seem to be enjoying it too hor...we are so farnie!!! but i gotta admit...i love teaching u chinese...pay me money lar...i teach u...faster than the stupid cheena teacher that kept speaking and writing in chinese lar....=P i got the dedication u know...dedicated tcher de leh...=P wakakaka...

sorry i used u as a life buoy.....for the time being...tt's the only way now that i can manage my feelings better....=x