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Sunday, August 06, 2006

messy fireworks?

went to np WIL ceremony...rather meaningful until i almost teared becoz of wad the students said...-_-!!! weak~ after that...we ate yong tau foo at canteen 1...pretty cool....drank the 40cents soya bean milk too...school food is so cheap lor...sigh......

then went suntec to walk...realli walk awhile only...then went back office...wanted to do some work...but ended up playing psp...=x and didnt managed to save my level coz no time...have to chiong down to marina to meet up with the gang...watched Click...quite funny...then towards the end....rather touching...almost teared....then evil jac start looking at who is crying...hahaha..hmm..i wont want to have a universal remote control ba...seems scary..........

after movie..went dinner at swensens...ate the chicken baked rice for the first time i tink...still tink the hk cafe that one is better leh...but duno why jun, val and miao can condemn it until so jialat...

anyways...we went to watched the fireworks...by italy de...i find it messy wor...but i still like it...very crowded as usual lar...but very fun...we played arnd...took photos and our best cch...took video of the fireworks!! so i wan to get frm him...tink he said its 600mb...-_-!!! but i enjoyed myself...managed to get a ride frm zf to clementi lar...but the wait at the carpark was half hr lar..hahahaha...still better than this year's new year that time....tink we waited for a whole 1 hr then...

but this fireworks seem so long le....the last fireworks i watched was with u i tink....very sweet...the best spot i guess...i missed those times actually...why does all these have to happen? is it really becoz of me?? i blew it?? sigh...i cant help but kept tinking lar...especially if u were to be with her....especially if u can feel so comfortable with her....which affects me very badly...i guess i needed the assurance and u didnt gave me?? suspicious is inevitable...coz u can feel so comfortable with her...yet...ur tone of voice can change so much...or maybe...others arent that affected?? i really duno sia...i tried not to tink...but seems like everywhere i go...it tends to remind me of u....

i was jealous....really jealous le....when i realised that u actually asked her to the next fireworks...and u onli asked me "how's the fireworks today?".....sobz...

im not the strong ger that ppl tot i am...as my tears flow easier when it comes to u....can practically say that my whole mind is full liao....full of u....bah! tt's bad?

typed out this whole chunk of stuffs abt u...but decided not to post it...in case someone related realli sees it...ha! but overall, the rough picture was "how open-minded can a gal be? to the extent of holding hands and kissing in public..with a normal guy fren? one that u dont even know whether u are interested in?" tink abt it...i accept long draggy answers (with examples) frm anyone...wahaha...just drop me an email...

enuff said....cannot take it again...sianz..sigh..

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