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Saturday, August 12, 2006

i tink i've had enough.

had an interesting evening on thursday...had a nice dinner...although its SO filling...well..i didnt have to cook lar...=P but the after-session was good..=P hmmm.....pondering still....i tink i shld slowly let go le.....not easy....but hope its not hard....

realised that hip hop class brings me out of all those misery thoughts...im glad...realli had no time to tink of misery sia...coz the music was just sooo hip! wahaha..learned a new dance....and tcher gotta catch a flight...so class ended abit earlier... tcher was wearing this cool singlet that says "addicted to fucking"...=_=!!! cool ba...

im glad that there's also u to talk with me....or maybe...u were listening to me talk...hahah...but u let me know ur thoughts too...i know that i shld have done what i shld...but well...saying it is always easier than doing it lar...give me some time ba...i hope the "some" time is short....=x anyway, thanks....also for the lift hme...

u asked her to watch fireworks...of coz...she said ok...im a selfish person...i tagged along for dinner...and realised...its realli weird to be a lightbulb afterall...then...i asked u and u said "no thanks"....of coz...i will feel hurt....will wonder why....i see the picture...she's happy...i tink u are too....that hard to even go out with me now?? haha....ok lar....all i can reply is "ok ba".....and we talk no more.....maybe u are trying to give me a hint that i shld stay away frm u....or maybe u are trying to stay away frm me....maybe~

still...im still looking for someone to watch with me....=P yet...i would like to watch a movie...hopefully it will not clash lor....i might just give up the fireworks for the movie again....just becoz an "old man" saying he's old already...hahaha....weirdo lar.....too old to watch movie....but not old to watch later timeslots of movie...bleh...=P

im just an underage immature gal....with no hope of such stuffs again...and looking forward to nothing too....i tink i've had enough le....boy...i sound old!! let me flip this page of my life-book.....and start all over again....thank u....

im in depression.

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